my sorry

If I hurt you,
I am sorry.
I have hurt myself.

If I made you cry,
I am sorry.
Let me do the crying.

If I made you angry,
I am sorry.
I am angry at myself.

If you blame me,
I am sorry.
I blame myself.

If you hate me,
I am sorry.
I really hate myself.

If you think I meant it,
I am sorry.
I never meant this to happen.

If I hurt you,
made you cry,
made you angry;
if you blame me,
hate me,
please forgive me.
I cannot forgive myself.

If you love me,
I am not sorry.
I really love you too.

19-05-2002

Hari itu jerit tangis mu memecah kesunyian senja
Mentari jingga itu adalah saksi akan kehadiranmu
Tangis pertamamu menandakan akan ketegaranmu
Tangis pertamamu menandakan akan keberanian mu
Menantang kehidupan yang penuh dengan sandiwara
Anakku....
Tanpa terasa 6th sudah waktu itu berlalu
Dan...kau masih tetap lucu di depanku
Masih tetap manis dan manja padaku
Anakku....
Yakin lah bahwa aku akan tetep ada disisimu
Tanganku akan tetap mendekap sayang dirimu
Sekalipun kau sudah dewasa kelak
aku kan tetep ada disini untuk mu


( Buat anakku, selamat ulang tahun sayang, Mommy always love you)

Dimana

Jauh sudah langkah kakiku
Terseok seok memaksa melangkah
Hanya karena hati ingin mencari
Sebuah perasaan yang tak pernah aku temui
Entalah kemana lagi aku harus mencari
Kata kata jujur yang tak ternodai
Kasih dan sayang yang terucap
Bagaikan sebuah hembusan angin
Yang mendesir sesaat lalu lenyap
yah.........
Andai saja semua kekal dan abadi
Mungkin aku tak perlu lagi mencari dan mencari
Makna dari sebuah perasaan
Yang bernamakan cinta

Entah mengapa

Bolehkah Kubayangankan kehangatan mentari
Yang selalu dikagumi akan kehangatan nya
Yang selalu di sanjung akan bias sinar nya
Yang selalu dinanti kehadiran nya
Aku sering mengharapkan
Akan berlari mendekap sang mentari
Karena dalam dekapan rembulan rembulan
Aku Hanya merasakan dingin disetiap sudut hatiku
Walau kilau Sangrembulan
Kadang menjadikan aku bagai putri
Tapi ruang hatiku terpenuhi oleh kesunyian
Salahkah bila aku mengharap
Akan kehangatan Mentari
Sering aku bertanya dalam hati kecilku
Mengapa aku merasa sepi
Sedang sang bintang selalu menari untuk ku

Thinking about you

Thinking about you, what else can I do?
Dreaming a sweet dream that's only with you.
My minds all over you, night and day,
I hope this feeling will forever stay.

Thinking about you 24/7,
What can I say, I'm practally in heaven.
Our love is perfect, forever, and long,
And in my heart it's still growing strong.

Thinking about you, because you shine,
To me your love is a great bright sign.
Following the path, in which you light,
You guide me safely, all through the night.

Thinking about you until I'm graved,
I hope by that time our love will be saved.
If I had one day, special and true,
There'd only be one person to spend it with and
that person is you...

Puisi buat Pak de

I Love You Because...
You're attentive and romantic
You listen to my interests and worries and you care.

You're kind and thoughtful
and you see the good in others.

You're hardworking and determined
yet you know how to have fun.

You love me
and you're open and honest
about the love we share.

Your smile melts my heart
and your touch can set me on fire

I Love You because...
You're You,
and you mean everything to me!

(pak de...you know you mean alot to me...he he he he)

My cyber- love

It is you, my Unseen Angel!
You, who takes this heart of mine
And captures me so completely
I have no desire to escape.

Never could I have imagined
A love so pure & without restraint
A sweet smile across the internet
To set these feelings free to fly.


I carry your words with me
All the long days & afternoons
I can hardly wait until I'm with you
To run away to our private place.

It is you, my Cyber-Love!
Who fills my nights with passion
Though I've never felt your touch
I have felt your soul across the miles.