my sorry

If I hurt you,
I am sorry.
I have hurt myself.

If I made you cry,
I am sorry.
Let me do the crying.

If I made you angry,
I am sorry.
I am angry at myself.

If you blame me,
I am sorry.
I blame myself.

If you hate me,
I am sorry.
I really hate myself.

If you think I meant it,
I am sorry.
I never meant this to happen.

If I hurt you,
made you cry,
made you angry;
if you blame me,
hate me,
please forgive me.
I cannot forgive myself.

If you love me,
I am not sorry.
I really love you too.

19-05-2002

Hari itu jerit tangis mu memecah kesunyian senja
Mentari jingga itu adalah saksi akan kehadiranmu
Tangis pertamamu menandakan akan ketegaranmu
Tangis pertamamu menandakan akan keberanian mu
Menantang kehidupan yang penuh dengan sandiwara
Anakku....
Tanpa terasa 6th sudah waktu itu berlalu
Dan...kau masih tetap lucu di depanku
Masih tetap manis dan manja padaku
Anakku....
Yakin lah bahwa aku akan tetep ada disisimu
Tanganku akan tetap mendekap sayang dirimu
Sekalipun kau sudah dewasa kelak
aku kan tetep ada disini untuk mu


( Buat anakku, selamat ulang tahun sayang, Mommy always love you)

Dimana

Jauh sudah langkah kakiku
Terseok seok memaksa melangkah
Hanya karena hati ingin mencari
Sebuah perasaan yang tak pernah aku temui
Entalah kemana lagi aku harus mencari
Kata kata jujur yang tak ternodai
Kasih dan sayang yang terucap
Bagaikan sebuah hembusan angin
Yang mendesir sesaat lalu lenyap
yah.........
Andai saja semua kekal dan abadi
Mungkin aku tak perlu lagi mencari dan mencari
Makna dari sebuah perasaan
Yang bernamakan cinta

Entah mengapa

Bolehkah Kubayangankan kehangatan mentari
Yang selalu dikagumi akan kehangatan nya
Yang selalu di sanjung akan bias sinar nya
Yang selalu dinanti kehadiran nya
Aku sering mengharapkan
Akan berlari mendekap sang mentari
Karena dalam dekapan rembulan rembulan
Aku Hanya merasakan dingin disetiap sudut hatiku
Walau kilau Sangrembulan
Kadang menjadikan aku bagai putri
Tapi ruang hatiku terpenuhi oleh kesunyian
Salahkah bila aku mengharap
Akan kehangatan Mentari
Sering aku bertanya dalam hati kecilku
Mengapa aku merasa sepi
Sedang sang bintang selalu menari untuk ku

Thinking about you

Thinking about you, what else can I do?
Dreaming a sweet dream that's only with you.
My minds all over you, night and day,
I hope this feeling will forever stay.

Thinking about you 24/7,
What can I say, I'm practally in heaven.
Our love is perfect, forever, and long,
And in my heart it's still growing strong.

Thinking about you, because you shine,
To me your love is a great bright sign.
Following the path, in which you light,
You guide me safely, all through the night.

Thinking about you until I'm graved,
I hope by that time our love will be saved.
If I had one day, special and true,
There'd only be one person to spend it with and
that person is you...

Puisi buat Pak de

I Love You Because...
You're attentive and romantic
You listen to my interests and worries and you care.

You're kind and thoughtful
and you see the good in others.

You're hardworking and determined
yet you know how to have fun.

You love me
and you're open and honest
about the love we share.

Your smile melts my heart
and your touch can set me on fire

I Love You because...
You're You,
and you mean everything to me!

(pak de...you know you mean alot to me...he he he he)

My cyber- love

It is you, my Unseen Angel!
You, who takes this heart of mine
And captures me so completely
I have no desire to escape.

Never could I have imagined
A love so pure & without restraint
A sweet smile across the internet
To set these feelings free to fly.


I carry your words with me
All the long days & afternoons
I can hardly wait until I'm with you
To run away to our private place.

It is you, my Cyber-Love!
Who fills my nights with passion
Though I've never felt your touch
I have felt your soul across the miles.

Special Thank you

Thank you for believing in me when I found it
difficult to believe in myself...
for saying what I've needed to hear sometimes instead
of what I've wanted to hear...
for siding with me and for giving me another
side to consider.
Thank you for keeping me from taking myself--
or my problems--too seriously--
and for not laughing at me
when I was too sensitive to laugh at myself.
Thank you for opening yourself up to me...
for trusting me with your thoughts and disappointments
and dreams...
for knowing you can depend on me
and ask for my help when you've needed it.
Thank you for putting so much thought and care
and imagination into our relationship...
for sharing so many nice times--
Thank you for always being honest with me...
being kind to me...
being there for me...
Thank you for being a friend to me in so many truly meaningful ways.


Buat yg di pulau dewata.......you are my best friends

Biarkanlah aku

Let it be me, my Only Love
Who makes your dreams come true
Let me be the one who gives
All this passion meant for you.

Let it be me, my Precious One
Your hope & strength of soul
Your never-ending source of peace
The one who shares your goal.


Let it be me, my Angel Sweet
Who lives within your heart
The one who'll never let you fall
Who cannot bear from you, to part.


Let it be me, my Forever Dream
Who holds your future in my hands
I can't imagine life without you
Only you, who understands.

Let it be me, my Cherished Heart
Who comforts all your sorrows
Who'll never leave your side
And builds with you bright tomorrows.

You are

I know you probably wonder from time to time
what you mean to me.

So I'd like to share this thought with you, to tell you that
you mean the world to me...
Do you know how important you are to me?

Think of something you couldn't live without...
and multiply it by a hundred.

Think of what happiness means to you...
and add it to the feeling you get on the best days
you've ever had.

Add up all your best feelings and take away
all the rest...
and what you're left with is exactly how I feel about you.

You matter more to me than you can imagine and much more than
I'll ever be able to explain.

Some body

Right now...
Somebody is thinking of you.
Somebody is caring about you.
Somebody wants to be with you.
Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
Somebody wants to hold your hand.
Somebody is praying for you.
Somebody hopes everything turns out alright.
Somebody wants you to be happy.
Somebody wants you to find her.
Somebody wants to give you a smile
Somebody hopes you're not too cold, and not too hot.
Somebody wants to hug you.
Somebody loves you.
Somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.
Somebody wants you to believe in yourself and know they believe in you.
Somebody wants you to know you are always in her heart.
Somebody wants you to know that you are a part of her...no matter how near or close you may be...
Somebody is playing a song that you love.
Somebody is helping you without your knowledge.
Somebody is your friend.
Somebody misses you more than you know

sahabat

Once in a while someone comes along,
someone who just naturally makes everyone
feel a little happier, a little more alive to life.
You've been that someone to me.

You've given me a new perspective on a lot of things-
including myself.

There are things you've said to me I'll always
remember and ways you've helped me I'll never forget.

The times we spend together are always good times that
leave me looking forward to the next time.

So thanks for being the wonderful person you are.

You're an inspiration to me and I'm very glad and
grateful that you are my friend.

Right be side you

When things are changing all around us
and the world seems to move too fast,
don't forget, I'll be right beside you,
loving you.

What I feel for you is deep, total and enduring-
a love you can count on without ever having to wonder.

So when you look ahead to future changes or think about how the past used to be,
don't forget to look beside you, because that's where you'll find me,
loving you with all my heart.

That's one thing you can count on
that will never, ever change.